something struck me while i collapse. =)

ok, yes something but idk, let's talk and maybe i can recall it. =)

26th MAY, or 12 Jamadi Awal, i collapse, in the library. something which is not common because i used to white out in my room, my house, or bathroom. yea, PECULIAR, nobody in their right mind would collapse in a bathroom. boleh mati tau. lemas ke, apa apa je laa.


i was skipping school, not class, i was skipping school in the library, just got back from clinic, i wanted to make a medical check up, but then i realized, i brought no money whatsoever. my pockets were empty, wallet, ibu bagi RM5 pagi tadi tapi ami bayar yuran untuk pergi camp. =)


so i went to school with no money, bottled water, and some curryPOOF, like aqila preferred. =) i wasn't attending school, but yet, i enjoyed loitering around, then, terjumpa laa muka muka yg familiar,HAHA, one of them..


Cikgu Manaf : Zahid, kenapa "simple"je datang sekolah? i was wearing a white shirt, tracksuit, and Emerica shoes that i borrowed from Awo, coz i THOUGHT i lost my shoes, but ended up knowing i fongot i left the shoes at grandma's. =) *

Me : oh assalamualaikum cikgu, saya baru balik dari klinik, tak attend sekolah hari ni, malas. HAHA

Cikgu Manaf : oh, awak kena penyakit malas ni, make sure jangan merebak eh?

Me : oh ok ok! =) dengan senyum yg teramatlah pahit.*


then i wander around a bit, ok not a bit, a lootttttttttttt, then jumpalah teacher Jaya.


Teacher : Zahid, camping ke? sebab pergi sekolah dengan takda lencana apa whatsoever.

Me : oh, boleh jugak kalau teacher ajak, ada jugak teman saya nak merayau satu sekolah ni, tak puas lagi ni, hehe.

Teacher : oh, haha. ok i got lessons to teach, see u later Zahid, FROM THE PENCIL. setiap kali dia nak lepaskan diri, alasan tu laa yg dia pakai, haha.*



anyway I LOVE MY TEACHERS, but there is an exception, just one, and only my classmates and me know it, so, dont ask me, ask my classmates, teehee~



ok, let's get over that and i went to the BILIK MAJALAH, the second place i love the most after library. =) i am a bookworm indeed, and maybe a nerd, but never a geek, ok? good. masuk je, ada Cikgu Hadzlin, yg tersangatlah lama tak jumpa sebab dulu beliau cuti bersalin. she said, Zahid ni kalau masuk bilik majalah, satu benda je yg dia nak, FREE INTERNET. haha. that is absurdly true. =)



so, borak borak kejap, and i went and do my thang, haha. check email, online kejap, chat kejap. then a voice, someone i am really close with, and sangatlah rindu suaranya, siapa? aaina? nadia? aaina nadia? haha. bukanlah kawan. it's ZHAFRI, and im not gay ok? he's my bro, and dia dah lama sangat tak datang sekolah, maybe too long.



Zhaf : woi! kat sini kau yea? kurang ajar, ponteng tak ajak, haha!

Me : mana tak ajak, aku ada text kau tadi kan?

Zhaf : mana ada, kau gila apa?

Me : ada lah, dah ada notification lagi. tengok sent items aku. i bring my phone to school everyday, everyday, everyday.*

Zhaf : eh, ye laa, jap aku check phone aku zhaf pun sama, =)* takdalah bro, kau kelentong je ni.

Me : laa, takkan aku nak bayar satu sen utk kelentong kau, aku bayar sejuta laa, im not that cheapo. haha.

Zhaf : dah bertambah pulak kurang ajar kau, haha.



and so on, borak borak sampai dia cakap dia lapar, lahabau, aku baru nak enjoy, haha. takpa, brother punya pasal. then, we planned untuk skip school lagi, but he want to postpone, so i just get along. and then recess time, we planned to skip after recess, he said ok, then he changed his mind, postpone, again.



then, after he finished eating, he said, "bro, balikk macam biasa laa." i couldnt stop laughing, the look on his face, tersangatlah rasa bersalah kat ami. i said, ok. haha. we chat, then it's english time! bro, ingat sir yg ajar tusyen kau dulu kan? haha*

i went to the BELOVED BILIK MAJALAH again, to use FREE INTERNET lah. dah cakap macam Teacher Shela pulak dah* just to know that Mrs Norlina chased me out, wooooo~ ='( haha. ok jugak, i felt despair that time, but then, i thought of feeding my brain, so i went to the library. there were so many "midget", "dwarves" and so on. haha. kau cakap macam kau tinggi sangat je* ada yg comel, ada yg muka memang mintak kena lempang, ada jugak yg innocent tahap goddes, ow man!



haha. then masa amik thesaurus yg sememangnya tak seberat mana, just aboout 5 or 6 steps, i collapse, i cant see, all i saw was white, and the pain at the back of the head, was so excruciating, i cant bear it any longer, next was i was knocked out cold.

as i woke up, i saw many faces, most of them were evidently panicked, because my face is blue, and it was obvious, very. i walked, and walked, then i fell, i stood up, and walked, this time, i got some help. thanks bro. =) idk who's the boy was, but i definitely cant thank him enough.

and when i was partially recover, get my sanity, many of my adik adik asked " abang, apa jadi?", "abang, ada sakit ke?", abang itu, abang ini. macam macam laa yg ami dengar. ramai jugak yg concern kan? strangers. and i felt very odd, coz i didnt answer any of their questions.