Peace is not won by those,

who fiercely guard their differences,

but by those who with open minds,

and hearts seek out connections.

by Katherine Paterson

mode : malas =)

ahaa. siot lah.

haiyo, macam mana nak handle ni? phone ami rosak, argh! siot laa, baru nak dapat phone baru, dan dan dia mintak tukar, haha. Tuhan Maha Adil.

ok, about this entry, i got nothing to write about, just informing im not going to school, sebabtidur umah zhafri and dia pulak tak pergi sekolah, hadap je lah, nak buat macam mana. and tiba tiba sakit tekak, minum air, tapi tak elok elok, haha, memang nak sakit kot.

hmmm, and semalam, line macam hampeh, i got KakSyita's message, that she sent at 4pm, but i got it on 3am. hehe sooo unfortunate. a broken phone, fking line, and many others laa. haha

but i enjoy my stay here, abg yg macam tak matang u're great adik, satu kepala!
akak yg, annoying, lebih kepada zhafri lah, saya ok je dgn kakak, kan?
baby yg pakai ghillie suit sofea, main COD jom? boleh pakai the real ghillie suit here. XD

pretty much macam rumah sendiri jugak lah, but i missed home, missing my abah, ibu, abg DD, angah gendot, pendekar 3, dan lain lain, haha

I LOVE AND MISS U ALL FOREVVER AND EVVER! ALWAYS TAU! :-*

something struck me while i collapse. =)

ok, yes something but idk, let's talk and maybe i can recall it. =)

26th MAY, or 12 Jamadi Awal, i collapse, in the library. something which is not common because i used to white out in my room, my house, or bathroom. yea, PECULIAR, nobody in their right mind would collapse in a bathroom. boleh mati tau. lemas ke, apa apa je laa.


i was skipping school, not class, i was skipping school in the library, just got back from clinic, i wanted to make a medical check up, but then i realized, i brought no money whatsoever. my pockets were empty, wallet, ibu bagi RM5 pagi tadi tapi ami bayar yuran untuk pergi camp. =)


so i went to school with no money, bottled water, and some curryPOOF, like aqila preferred. =) i wasn't attending school, but yet, i enjoyed loitering around, then, terjumpa laa muka muka yg familiar,HAHA, one of them..


Cikgu Manaf : Zahid, kenapa "simple"je datang sekolah? i was wearing a white shirt, tracksuit, and Emerica shoes that i borrowed from Awo, coz i THOUGHT i lost my shoes, but ended up knowing i fongot i left the shoes at grandma's. =) *

Me : oh assalamualaikum cikgu, saya baru balik dari klinik, tak attend sekolah hari ni, malas. HAHA

Cikgu Manaf : oh, awak kena penyakit malas ni, make sure jangan merebak eh?

Me : oh ok ok! =) dengan senyum yg teramatlah pahit.*


then i wander around a bit, ok not a bit, a lootttttttttttt, then jumpalah teacher Jaya.


Teacher : Zahid, camping ke? sebab pergi sekolah dengan takda lencana apa whatsoever.

Me : oh, boleh jugak kalau teacher ajak, ada jugak teman saya nak merayau satu sekolah ni, tak puas lagi ni, hehe.

Teacher : oh, haha. ok i got lessons to teach, see u later Zahid, FROM THE PENCIL. setiap kali dia nak lepaskan diri, alasan tu laa yg dia pakai, haha.*



anyway I LOVE MY TEACHERS, but there is an exception, just one, and only my classmates and me know it, so, dont ask me, ask my classmates, teehee~



ok, let's get over that and i went to the BILIK MAJALAH, the second place i love the most after library. =) i am a bookworm indeed, and maybe a nerd, but never a geek, ok? good. masuk je, ada Cikgu Hadzlin, yg tersangatlah lama tak jumpa sebab dulu beliau cuti bersalin. she said, Zahid ni kalau masuk bilik majalah, satu benda je yg dia nak, FREE INTERNET. haha. that is absurdly true. =)



so, borak borak kejap, and i went and do my thang, haha. check email, online kejap, chat kejap. then a voice, someone i am really close with, and sangatlah rindu suaranya, siapa? aaina? nadia? aaina nadia? haha. bukanlah kawan. it's ZHAFRI, and im not gay ok? he's my bro, and dia dah lama sangat tak datang sekolah, maybe too long.



Zhaf : woi! kat sini kau yea? kurang ajar, ponteng tak ajak, haha!

Me : mana tak ajak, aku ada text kau tadi kan?

Zhaf : mana ada, kau gila apa?

Me : ada lah, dah ada notification lagi. tengok sent items aku. i bring my phone to school everyday, everyday, everyday.*

Zhaf : eh, ye laa, jap aku check phone aku zhaf pun sama, =)* takdalah bro, kau kelentong je ni.

Me : laa, takkan aku nak bayar satu sen utk kelentong kau, aku bayar sejuta laa, im not that cheapo. haha.

Zhaf : dah bertambah pulak kurang ajar kau, haha.



and so on, borak borak sampai dia cakap dia lapar, lahabau, aku baru nak enjoy, haha. takpa, brother punya pasal. then, we planned untuk skip school lagi, but he want to postpone, so i just get along. and then recess time, we planned to skip after recess, he said ok, then he changed his mind, postpone, again.



then, after he finished eating, he said, "bro, balikk macam biasa laa." i couldnt stop laughing, the look on his face, tersangatlah rasa bersalah kat ami. i said, ok. haha. we chat, then it's english time! bro, ingat sir yg ajar tusyen kau dulu kan? haha*

i went to the BELOVED BILIK MAJALAH again, to use FREE INTERNET lah. dah cakap macam Teacher Shela pulak dah* just to know that Mrs Norlina chased me out, wooooo~ ='( haha. ok jugak, i felt despair that time, but then, i thought of feeding my brain, so i went to the library. there were so many "midget", "dwarves" and so on. haha. kau cakap macam kau tinggi sangat je* ada yg comel, ada yg muka memang mintak kena lempang, ada jugak yg innocent tahap goddes, ow man!



haha. then masa amik thesaurus yg sememangnya tak seberat mana, just aboout 5 or 6 steps, i collapse, i cant see, all i saw was white, and the pain at the back of the head, was so excruciating, i cant bear it any longer, next was i was knocked out cold.

as i woke up, i saw many faces, most of them were evidently panicked, because my face is blue, and it was obvious, very. i walked, and walked, then i fell, i stood up, and walked, this time, i got some help. thanks bro. =) idk who's the boy was, but i definitely cant thank him enough.

and when i was partially recover, get my sanity, many of my adik adik asked " abang, apa jadi?", "abang, ada sakit ke?", abang itu, abang ini. macam macam laa yg ami dengar. ramai jugak yg concern kan? strangers. and i felt very odd, coz i didnt answer any of their questions.

Kursus Noob Fishcrap di UNITEN

ok, noob fishcrap macam dah melampau sangat laa pulak.
haha, ok ok.
kursus ni, dia terangkan pasal CYBER SECURITY. agak serious sebab keselamatan kita di internet.
tapi, bila terfikir balik, kita tak boleh nak membasmi jenayah jenayah siber, tapi kita boleh kurangkan je laa..
sebab, ada satu hacker ni, dia penetrate US defence system dengan personal computer dia.
just personal computer, takda apa apa yg hebat pun kat computer dia.
macam pc kat umah korang jugaklah.
tapi dia boleh masuk database US and, well, tau maklumat maklumat sulit laa..
and he stated that, nothing is safe on the internet nowadays.

haa? nak buat mcm mana? bukan fb saja, or ms, tapi semua termasuklah blogger ni.
google pun ada jugak isu mcm ni, tapi ami tak tau sangatlah.
and u have to know that security, privacy on the internet sangatlah senang utk org persoalkan.
and isu ni sangatlah jugak sensitif, lagi lagi kepada pihak atasan.
so, agak agak boleh diamkan ke?
haha.
kita tengok je laa.

itu semua yg ami terfikir laa masa datang kursus tuu.
dan kursus tu jugaklah yg paling menyakitkan hati sebab.
some fat indian dude stole my answer masa sesi soaljawab, sakit je hati.
wargh!
anyway, everything was fine then, just, kursus tu, mcm tak appropriate je.
haha.

and lastly, unfortunately tak dapat jumpa kamu syahirah. haha.
takda rezeki kot. =)
insyaallah next time sis.

Pyssla Bead =)

ok, inilah contoh pyssla bead, or istilah lain, hama bead. benda ni ada banyak nama lah pulak.
and this pic was taken illegaly from a deviant art site.
so, shhhhh!
haha
anyway, thanks to that person.
i am able to promote my pysslaa, or hama bead, suit yourselt laa* to my brethren, companion, haha.

senang je nak buat benda ni, tapi mata kena tajam jugak lah, and kena ada lukisan, contoh objek yg kita nak buat tuu. and kalau dah ada benda tu, everything should be fine then.
lepas tu kita kena susun pyssla bead tu, kat atas papan yg speciaized for that purpose.
korang search laa sendiri or, search je lah.
nak terangkan payah, haha.

nak keterangan lebih lanjut, sila lawat blog nih, pembikinnya, haha
Strangeyna

and lepas korang tengok contoh contoh pyssla bead ni, mesti tertarik sikit kan?
search je kat internet sebab benda ni dah agak terkenal, and ia sangatlah independent.
korang boleh reka apa yg korang nak, utk diri korang jugak kan?
haha. ok.
sampai situ je.

ada blog yg perlu di post. =)

entahlah

in pain.
sumpah sakit wey

Peristiwa Malam Ahad

ok, takda gambar sbb ada idea, haha.

first, lari umah ina, sbb kat umah ibu asyik marah2.

sebab ckgu disiplin report ami selalu tidur dlm kelas.

padahal ami dah inform yg ami ni sakit kepala, perut

mcm mcm alasan laa yg ami guna.

tpi mcm biasa, dia tak dengar, lantak apa kan?

i dont give a shit lah, mencarut lagi, soryy*

sampai umah ina, dia tgh buat pyssla bead tu.

best, enjoy, yet repetitive.

hadoi!

malam ni malam yg begitu produktif. kata ina*

sbb banyak pyssla bead design yg dah dibuat.

10++

haha

ami sebagai promoter, mau ckp.

pyssla bead ni, mmg cantik, and contemporary.

tapi i assure u, many of u, takkan ada masa nak duduk berjam jam utk buat benda ni.

haha

so, beli je lagi bagus.

tak mahal, class intervals rm5 - rm10

kalau yg besar tu, blh tanya ina laa.

ok, then, comes the next chapter of the story.

ami online ym, and tgk takda sapa online.

takpa,ami online lagi, tunggu orang, haha

then kak syitah online, pastu dearest aaina pulak.

kak syitah, haha

sorry to deliver the sad news today, doakan ami tau?

harap harap tak jadi apa apa, amin~

and akak, thanks! =)

dont worry much, macam akak sendiri kata, i will be fine., haha

aaina.

kenapa?

aaina tak jwb pun soalan ami, and im worried sick. thanks kak syitah sbb betulkan, haha*

kalau ami ada apa apa ami bgtau kan?

so, u have to do the same for me, ok?

u promised! =)

love u dear!

and then, aqila online pulak.

babe, jgn fikir banyak sangat.

and get well very soon.

he's a jerk, u should laugh, sebab dia yg rugi, bukan u.

instead of crying.

hehe

pucker up eh?

hehe!

and morning! ;)

itu je, and now, ami nak pergi bersiap.

hiking, broga hill, mari!

My 3 Muskateers. =)

Hari ni, adik adik ami semua pg pertandingan.

Naeem - Nasyid

Razi - Seni Khat

Akim - Dialog Bahasa Arab

bangga jugak laa, sekali 3 masuk.

nak nangis pun ada.

haha.

ok ok, even tak menang, tapi ami belanja dieorang jajan.

terbang jugak rm15.

tapi rasa mcm berbaloi.

haha.

i love u all! =))

kalau ada gambar nanti ami upload ok?

tataaa~

PC, PC, PC

apa laa komputer sekolah ni, asal cucuk pendrive je, mesti hiddenkan files.
banyak pulak tu.
sakit hati laa.
arghh!!
mau upload gambar and siapkan blogshit.
susah, wahrgh!

hmm, idk.

sakit.

kepala sakit.
badan sakit.
hati sakit.
semua sakit.
sakit sakit sakit.
ya Allah.
mcm ni haa.