it's fair, but how?

it's not fair, life's not fair. ok, but god do ami. always remember that. stick to that. =)

it's effing excricuating.

Ami. please keep in mind that u might die, anytime now. so please jangan sakit hati dengan orang lain, jangan jealous jealous ni, dont talk shit about anyone, kalau sakit hati, find someone and talk to them, dont get all emo. please. lantaklah orang nak cakap apa, lantak lah orang nak buat apa, kau tu, dah nak mati, so jangan buat hal, banyak menjawab kena buat nanti. kau jugak yang penat. takda siapa nak tanggung dosa kau tu lagi. ok?

so please, view this as a guideline. you're dying. =)

yes, its been a while. =)

for those who wants me to update my blog, this is it. haha. but took notice, beware of aliens. =) haha. nak sangat uncle update blog ni kenapa?

Cerita Satu.

TOY STORY 3. Plaza One Utama. 17th June. haha. sumpah intro dia best gila, adik pun macam bangang gelak tengok. ok, first thing, we didnt planned nak pergi tengok wayang kat One Utama. keluar dengan adik hari tuu dia kata nak pergi survey mountain bike then terus pergi jamming. lepas dah letih tu, tiba tiba dia ajak pergi tengok movie, pergh. memang best lah. At last, Jessie and Buzz bercinta, haha. Woody kesunyian sebab Bo Peep dah kena jual masa yard sale. and that Lotso effing bear memang creepy. somehow, tiba tiba movie last ni macam serious pulak. ok. 8/10 =)

Cerita Dua.

err, kerja? tak. percutian kali ini dihabiskan dengan akitiviti menebang, merumput, menebang, mengubah kedudukan pasu, menebang dan sebagainya. yes, i said menebang three times, thank u. absurdly exhausting but healthy. pokok xanseviera kat depan umah dah invade space umah neighbour, so it's been my duty to stop it as i am, THE GARDENING EXTREMIST. tiba tiba? memang, kebelakangan ni pun perangai macam siot sikit*

Cerita Tiga.

WORLD CUP. Spain. bangang kau kalah. sial. pergh. mana boleh. mana pergi semua reliable player yang boleh mengubah keadaan tu? apa bangang bana. argh! Germany. lagi satu sial, kalah dengan Serbia. kenapa semua team pilihan kalah? taknak laa tengok World Cup lagi. it's frustrating. haha.

Cerita Empat.

macam dah kehabisan cerita. haha. takda nak cerita apa kot. holiday ni. a bit tiring. and umm, itu je kot. haha. currently at zhafri's. afternoon nanti balik. hehe. tataa~ =D

3rd June. awesomeness, but. =)

3rd June is the day where my beloved friend, Huzaifah Ghalip, come to life. haha. happy birthday bro. may u have masa depan yang sejahtera.


ok, lepas sekolah terus pergi Kajang, tapi ami macam taksedap hati, dari hari Isnin hari tu, idk why, i got this instinct that something unfortunate will happen on that day. ok, i recite the holy Quran while on the bus.




jalan pun slow, masuk McDonald's, diam, not a single word from my mouth, except the noble Quran. seriously, i feel bad. it was my friend's birthday and i should be happy, for his sake. i give a FAKE smile to everyone. im sorry guys, tapi masa Huzai masuk McD tu ami dah ok sikit, at least ada jugak purpose ami datang, kalau tak, ingat nak balik, solat solat solat, doa doa doa, nangis nangis nangis. haha. =)




that cake reminded me of someone, i cant recall, i just miss that cheesecake lover. haha. =)




cheesecake was superb. drinks? u know lah kat McD kan, beli satu, then refill je, haha. typical student. takda duit. everyone was cool, too. tapi peristiwa yang memang takkan lupa tuu laa, jalan jalan, tiba tiba ada budak tegur ada tisu melekat kat kasut. nak gelak tak boleh, memang takboleh, i feel bad, so i thanked her very much. and left for health inspection, jangan tanya.




habis majlis kat McD, jalan jalan pergi Metro Kajang nak cari birthday gift gor Huzai, then something struck me, got a message, opened, bad news. why on this day? oh my, why? 3? Ya Allah, bagilah aku kekuatan ya Allah.



ami batalkan niat nak sedih, takut Huzai kecik hati. so i walked, very far away from others. 3 to 4 meters away, malas, sedih, and macam macam lagi. Diana, if u are reading this, just smile ok? im sorry, im very sorry. IM SOOOO SORRYYYY!!





ok, gift, settled. got a call, answered, abah ajak pergi Bangi, Darul Syifa'. i wanna be a "perawat". so, i dont want to miss this class. tapi balik lambat pulak, tunggu orang sana, tunggu orang sini, lambat. abah dah sampai Bangi dah. ohmy, i didnt get any therapy for today. ohmy.




masuk dalam bas, ayie gurau gurau, then, tiba tiba ada mamat ni dengan rambut hujan dia, oh Zia Asri rupanya, baru balik dari Midvalley, bersama makwe dan bakal kakak iparnya. haha. borak borak, bas tu macam "haprak" terhuyung hayang. dey, bawa bas elok elok laa dey!




sampai di stesen, saya turun, wave goodbye kat syg saya, kawan kawan dan seangkatan. si Rafidah ada plan nak kenakan Huzai. dia dah siap beli tepung sekali, so, kena jayakan. the last part of this day memang best. hehe.




dah, nanti post lagi, sambung ceritaaaaaaa. lapar. =)

Chemistry Paper 2. plus BOTAK.

1st day ami botak, esok isnin and ada exam paper 2 chemistry, it was an excruciating 2 and a half hours for me, yet it was fun. wanna know why? ok. =)

duduk je, si huzai bengong kat sebelah dah bagi secebis kertas, ingatkan jawapan, tapi list nama ami. nickname baru ami laa* haha. antaranya, KENG CHIN, KEPALA BAPAK, HANDSOME DAN KACAK perli tu bhai* ABANG BOTAK BUFF. itu je yang ami ingat.

then, dia passing kertas tu kat satu kelas, masa exam, nasib baik tak kena tangkap, haha. semua orang tergelak, ami pulak, tak boleh tahan gelak dengan zax, haha, KEPALA BAPAK, haha.

memang gelak masa exam, Sec A, banyak rongak jugak kertas jawapan, Sec B, tak buat, Sec C, penuh. haha.

ok ok, nak buat coursework, urgh! =)

Feels Awkward.

It's impossible to maintain a straight face when u are dying, not to mention, in front of your loved ones. i know it's hard. i've been through it, but i salute u ami, i really looked up to u. and i miss u. Allah bless u. =) i will always pray for you.

BOTAK

yea, saya botak, tak caya kan? haha. nnt upload gambar, buruk haha. =)