Caballerial

Agak agak susah tak nak?

Sial semua orang buat okay je.

Jot It Down

We became ignorant as we sink into the world.

In this world, there are no terms "Happily ever after"

Sial punya Walter Elias Disney, menipu budak budak. Benci.

Seek God. Seek wisdom. It helps. A lot.

Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo

Bila dah tak ada kerja, macam ni lah jadinya.

Adam mengajar Bahasa Inggeris di sebuah institusi swasta yang tak terkenal mana tetapi dikenali di seluruh Tanah Melayu. Dia ni jenis yang suka melawak tapi orang lain tak faham lawak dia. Ringkasnya, dia menjadi orang yang serius di kemudian hari sebab lawak lawak beliau yang tak lucu.

Satu hari dia mengajar. Pelajar pelajarnya bertindak di luar kawalan. Dengan yakin dia berkata kepada pelajar pelajarnya.

"Ok fuckheads, why don't you all just stay fucking quiet so you all can make my jobs easier."

Pelajarnya semua diam dan duduk di tempat yang tak berapa nak teratur sebab kelas dah memang huru hara. Adam menyesal sebab dia pun dulu macam pelajarnya jugak. Degil. Tapi baik. Adam ni hipokrit. Dah tau salah sendiri masih nak mempertahankan pendirian dia.

Menegakkan benang yang basah. Tapi benang memang takboleh tegak. Kenapa kena basahkan? Bodoh.

Dia pun mula mengajar.

"Ok kids, what did you learn from Word Of The Day today?"

Salah seorang pelajarnya menjawab "We have widened our vocabulary"

"We know that the word "Schneebly" exist"

"We know that our lecturer is a kind-of-dumbass"

Adam sambut dengan senyuman yang sinis.

"Good one Syahrul. Now I have to tell you to fuck off and get out of here."

Kuasa dah besar, takboleh halanglah kan?

Alone

This is how it started. Berkurung dalam bilik sebab malas nak keluar makan tunggu abang abang balik dari kerja supaya malam boleh lepak main snooker bagai.

Aku memang suka buat hal sendiri. I am minding my own business. Sebab kalau aku buat hal orang lain. Even aku taknak tapi terpaksa, konon. Aku jugak jadi mangsa. Jadi bahan. Jadi punca. Babi betul.

Lebih babi lagi kalau kau jalan jalan. Dengar kisah kau dari mulut orang tapi orang tu tak kenal pun kau siapa. Macam mana rupa kau. Sangat babi kan?

Imagine. You're are in a really deep shit. Shoulder's deep.

I Am Desperate To Find Something More Before My Life Is Over

Kakak Ain aku cakap, jangan fikir benda yang bukan bukan kalau benda belum jadi. Be an optimist.

Now, I cannot be a bit optimist about my life. Hell yeah I'm rocking it, hell yeah I'm shoving it back and forth. But yet, even when the happiest moment in your life comes knocking on your door, let's just say things will not be going as smooth as u think.

Just enjoy the ride until it's over.

Orang suruh

Orang tanya, dengan perasaan takpuas hati "Eh kau ni nak jadi apa haa masa besar nanti?"

Well, aku cakap, "Don't guard other people's sheet" Ok aku tahu bunyi bodoh, sebab aku memang saja je nak peningkan korang. Aku cakaplah "Can you please mind your own business?"

Dengan mata berseri seri macam nak mengorat tapi sebenarnya nak cover hati yang tengah panas sebab orang tu mempertikaikan kredibiliti kita untuk jadi satu ahli masyarakat yang "functional".

Suka hati aku lah nak jadi apa. Aku tak susahkan kau pun. Aku susah pun susah sendiri. Takda sapa pun ada masa aku susah. Pehh.

Look, the thing is, even my results will suck, don't say that I will not succeed. There are many ways to achieve success. Many.

If my results suck, the most it can do to me is giving me a hard life. It's not the end of the world, it's just a beginning. And maybe a tough start. But who cares.

Aku tak susahkan orang. Orang sekarang ramai yang pentingkan kerja. Yes I admit it that work is important, tapi jangan sampai lupa akhirat semua benda tu. Aku tahu macam mana aku nak hidup. I was taught that way. And that way is where I will lead my life. Through the ups and downs.

Aku nak jadi orang. Bukan yang biasa. Aku nak jadi orang yang berjasa. Fullstop.

ohyeahimfuckingrockingmylife!

Why can't I just follow orders?

I was taught to be an independent person which does not constrict me from normal laws and orders. I was taught to follow the Islamic law, in other word, Syariat.

I would say it's a hell of a task to follow them. But it has become my lifestyle. I wouldn't be bothered to accomplish them.

Okay, I'm not as Islamic as you think. I too have some wrongs and faults that I just happened to, do. HAHA. My sister said to me on one night,


"Kau lah satu-satunya adik yang tak menghala kearah Islamik"


Which she said that after I have made my decision in giving up the pilot path and taking the photography instead. Well, what was I supposed to do? I'm not as brilliant as others, naughty, and annoying. HAHA

Simply, I am the "blackest?" sheep in my famileyh. Yes I put the question marks on purpose because I am uncertain, *ragu-ragu lah!* of that word. Ok quit laughing. I'm blushing.

Oh tiba tiba TERmenggedik pulak kat sini. HAHA .


Current location : Sekinchan
Activity : Ngorok, eat, menangguk, smoking and swearing. A little.

I Love You

Tuhan je tahu. Itu yang penting.

Oh beautiful, I LOVE YOU MORE!

About budakxmandi

Entah apa yang aku cakap ni. Budak Tak Mandi, or BTM. Bukan btm kat DotA tu weyh. Saja nak cakap pasal kau.

Lately memang aku tak "okay" sangat. Adalah news macam cibai yang kau pun dah tahu cerita tapi taknak dengar. HAHA. Btw, aku keluar awal hari ni. Dan hari ni exam Kimia. Aku buat dalam masa satu jam. What an achievement! Aku bangga.

Totds. Advice is something we asked from people, that we already know, but wish we didn't.

Many asked advice, few profit from it.

COURTESY OF TEHTARIKTV.

Aku tahu. Macam sial. Lepak mamak pun boleh buat totd. HAHA. Ni semua Sarah punya pasal yang takdapat datang lepak. Takpalah. =="

p.s belanja saya Canon 60D Kit 18mm - 200mm + Tamron 70mm - 300mm. Boleh?

Cold

Somehow it's funny how one simple thing can turn your life upside down. By the way, in this case, it's not that simple, just a quote.

A quote that came from one important person on an important meeting about my important life. I don't care. I just wanna live a normal life. I will not live my life according to your recommendations.

I'm sorry Sarah. Idris and Abdullah. Please let me have my life back.